fun tymz

About to go to the gym for the fourth day in a row, it's really great, I mean my muscles ache, but it's fun. 

After Christmas I managed to get my mom to buy me an Intax Camera, which was extremely exciting, since I could use it straight away. I went to hang out with friends that day and took a few photo's, which was nice. I think they might have gone back to the UK already, but nobody keeps me updated or anything. 

This last month I've been watching to many movies in the cinema, it's quite bizarre. 

yay, stuff

So I think I'll probably start randomly writing about stuff since I don't really have that much better to do. It's quite sad because people that are youtube and tumblr famous all seem to have something going on in their life, and if I ever try something I'm just too harsh on myself. So I guess I'll just have to randomly start writing, even if no-body is reading it. Try to boost my non-existent confidence level, yay. I think what I also have to do is read more books. I mean, I'm already into reading a book, but I do this horrible thing and just put it down and then just play games on my phone for hours. It's silly really, but the lack of motivation is strangely annoying. 
I am pretty sure by now you can see this is starting as a ranting post, since I don't really speak to people about my "deepest darkest" issues, I might as well write about it where no-body reads it, which in some way is pretty comforting I guess.
It's kinda sad because I realise this is kind of like that show Awkward, except for the fact that I don't accidentally seem like I committed suicide. So that's somehow different.

Urgh, I'm going to have to start looking at where I want to go to Uni and what I actually want to do with my life, it really is exciting but at the same time quite stressful. Really, I don't get how the other people in my class really knew what they wanted to do in life, and how they organised their personal statements and things like that. Maybe I should have concentrated more in HE lessons. It's still nice that I could take a gap-year though. Slightly difficult with figuring out what I'm actually doing in the year with the parents living on either side of the world. But it'll work out fine.